It has been..... 24 days since the start of our bet.
I..... have not..... lost any weight -.-
I have been eating lesser,
counting calories of everything I eat.
I count everything except plain water.
I exercise, not vigorously, but I still exercise :(
So I have been getting more and more depressed recently.
I can't eat things I have been craving for.
I have to see how much calories each food has before eating it.
I usually try to eat less than 1200 calories.
I once tried eating less than 1000 calories.
actually that day was 800 or 900 calories, and I had gastric that night.
But my weight is still...... i still look...... :(
Really envy those people who can eat and not get fat.
Eat all those oil and fats and still manage to look slim, skinny, or like bones.
When skinny girls eat a lot, people will tell them "yes yes, eat more, you so skinny!"
But when girls who are chubby or fat eat slightly more, people will stare at them like they are saying "you sure you gonna eat that?"
And when chubby girls eat lesser, people will say "you full? don't pretend lah! eat lah!"
Maybe I should be more aggressive in my diet & exercise.
Or find something more engaging to do when I'm hungry.
Maybe I'm not working hard enough!
只有懒女人，没有丑女人！
So... I'm going cruise tomorrow. LOL.
Totally the wrong decision.
I have to work double effort when I get back.
Plus mother's day, mama's birthday, beenting and nini's birthday.
I..... am depressed.
But after I come back from cruise...
Hopefully I'll work more aggressively to burn all those fats!
Not all.. but... yea... those that need to go away. LOL.
